Thursday, April 29, 2010

Change is refreshing!

It's been a while since I've posted anything on here {which tends to be how it goes} but stay tuned because there will be lots of good posts coming in the future after I start getting settled into my NEW place! I'm extremely excited to get out of this tiny dungeon I've been living in for 2 years and into a place that's a little bigger, has a washer/dryer {something I've been living without...no fun!}, a wood burning fireplace {the idea of this makes me giddy inside, we'll see how much I actually make fires in it} and a WHOLE lot more light {you mean, I won't have to pin my curtains up daily and block my patio door just to give my plants light?!}!! In all honesty, the place I've been at really isn't that bad but I think it's fair to say it's time for some new changes in my life.

So I've been trying to pack like a maniac {and stressing myself out in the process because packing by yourself is the pits} and at this current moment my house is a disaster {that's an understatement} but it's all tolerable because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel {the SUNSHINE!}

Tomorrow I head up to the mountains for a Women's Retreat with a friend's church, and despite the fact that it's giving me a little stress because it's taking away from the time I could be getting out of HERE, I'm quite excited for this little getaway and think it's going to be quite refreshing.

And in addition to the change of moving to a new place happening right now, there is some sad change also happening in my life...my sister, unborn child and husband are packing up at this very moment to make their move down to GA. Yes, I realize it's a good thing for them and it's just what happens in life {especially when your life is the military} but I still don't like it one bit. My sister and I have become even closer over the last 2 1/2 yrs that we've lived so close to each other and nothing can replace the friendship between sisters. Who am I going to get to hang out with randomly (sure I have friends but it's not the same) and eat their food or use their washer and dryer? Wait, not going to need to do that last part anymore! Who am I going to spend the holidays with? Yes I still have people to spend holidays with, but it's not the same when it's not family. I'm sure this will be a great growing time for me, and something we all must go through in life but it still doesn't make it any easier. And the hardest part about all of it is that little baby boy growing in her belly that I'm not going to get to meet until who knows when. It makes me teary just thinking about it. He's my first nephew and next to having my own child there's not a whole lot more that beats holding my own sister's newborn baby. Technology these days is great so I'm sure I'll be seeing him a lot on skype but it's not the same as getting to hold him weekly and love on him {shoot, maybe it's a good thing for her and her husband that they won't be close by otherwise they may get pretty darn sick of me!}.

So anyways, lots of change happening for me over the next week....some good, some not so good. But....what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger, right?!!

2 comments:

  1. I'm sorry your sister is moving. I have two younger sisters and miss them so much. I love it when one of them is at her home in Rathdrum so I can see her a little more often.

    I'm so glad you are going on a women's retreat. I used to go yearly with my mom's church. It was always so renewing, and I felt so in touch with God. I haven't gone since having Codi. Bad weather and not wanting to be three hours away from my girl kept me from going.

    Your new apartment sounds wonderful. I hope you love it. I'm a homebody, so a comfy, cozy home is very important to me.

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  2. Oh girl I can't tell you how wonderful this new apt is now that I'm in it. It was a loong day and I felt terrible for the people that helped me cause I have so much stuff but I feel at such peace right now and so amazing. This new place is costing me a nice chunk more each month but I've prayed about it for a long time and really feel like it was the best thing for me.

    You really should try and squeeze in that women's retreat if you can, it would be sooo good for you as I'm sure you already know. This wknd was just truly amazing and it's SOO refreshing/amazing to be so close/in touch with God. As much as it stressed me out to be on this retreat when I could have been moving I think it was a wonderful transition for me to really appreciate everything I have and be at peace with my life. The Lord is so wonderful. {big sigh}

    I hope you're doing well! I love reading your updates on facebook about your life :)

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